a-challenging-yet-interesting lesson

salam. kelas CW aku berlanjutan malam ini. it was my 8th lesson with 9m2yas (former 9w2yeh). how could i describe this lesson?challenging?interesting?or both?hah..learning CW with my sifu is something that nobody can imagine.he was such a-born-patient-teacher that i've ever met. well, not to forget, my husband, 9m2get, was very supportive.but sometimes he can be the most strict sifu.
passage mlm ni berkisar tentang kopitiam di jalan hang tuah. luckily i managed to "translate" most of the words except 'istimewa'. still, i was sooo worried 'bout sitting for the exam. have faith oja...
i said to my husband that i cant work under stress, my mind will get stuck. moreover, aku ada terbaca something dlm blog 9m2ar. he was like...ermmm..how should i put this...he was like 'announcing' to other station that hairi's wife is working very hard to sit for that scary-mellow exam. adoi...takutnye.
however, as i said earlier, i try to be the best, not just becoz i want to beat the rest, but because i'm 9M2GET's XYL. i'm going to make him proud this september. luv you babe!

well...in these few days, i keep thinking to myself that i have A VERY BIG responsibility. and as always, i'll reflect myself wether i've made a right decision...to sit for CW test. whenever i thought 'bout it, i will feel a small pain just like from a tip of a sharp knife at my heart. it's not because i dont have faith towards my sifu, 9M2YAS, but towards myself.
the question wether i'll pass or not keep popping inside my head. i tried, sooooo hard to ease myself but still i can feel that everyone is waiting to see this YL ( XYL of 9M2GET) get through with it.
so help me GOD, make their wish and my wish come true..Amiinnn.

HilanG YaNg TiaDa BergANti...

Dunia HAM ini dipenuhi dengan pelbagai ragam dan jenis manusia. walaupun baru setahun usia lesen dari MCMC, ia bukanlah satu sebab yang boleh membutakan aku dengan karenah manusia. adakalanya karenah yang aku anggap agak kebudak-budakan ini tidak sepatutnya ada dalam jiwa seorang pemegang lesen bergelar 9W2, yang kononnya sebelum ini digembar gemburkan sebagai rakan HAM sejati.

mengutuk, hidup 'berpuak -puak' (lagak kaum nomad), tidak puas hati dengan kelebihan atau kejayaan orang lain, bagaikan sudah sebati dengan jiwa mereka. mungkin ada yang akan berkata, 'bukan semua rakan HAM macam tu,' atau mungkin akan ada suara2 yang membidas "ek eleh, macam la dia tu bagus sangat,', namun itulah hakikat yang harus diterima oleh kita.

sudah hilangkah semangat juang rakan HAM yang saling hormat menghormati? tidak kira lah samada 9W2 @ 9M2,pokoknya jika dilihat,rasa hormat itu sudah semakin hilang. sekarang nilai moral kita semakin jauh kebelakang. perilaku kita ada kalanya sudah hampir melangkaui batas. luckily we still have friends who we can rely on, dan golongan minoriti inilah yang akan mengekalkan status @ gelaran 'RAKAN HAM SEJATI'.

FOR BEATIFUL eyes LOOK FOR THE GOOD IN others,

FOR BEAUTIFUL lips, SPEAK ONLY WORDS OF KINDNESS...